If you asked me what I like most about Sundays, I would say
it was relaxing with a cup of good coffee and the Sunday paper. As I sat reading the paper this Sunday, I
became aware that not only was it not a relaxing experience, I was actually
getting wound up by what I read. It
seemed that every piece I read was written in such a way as to deliberately
generate a negative response. Social
benefits scroungers, immigrant families being housed in central city locations;
god bothered Americans resisting legislation to control guns, Rolf Harris questioned about sex offences. As I read I became more and more mentally
agitated.
Then it occured to me, “I am news junkey!” When I get up most mornings
at 6.45, the first thing I do is switch on the radio in the kitchen and
listen to Today on Radio 4 whilst I make my breakfast. I eat this in front of the TV,
channel-hopping between Breakfast, Daybreak and Sky News to avoid weather
forecasts and adverts. When I eventually
go to the bathroom to wash and shave, I continue to listen to Today on a
small bathroom radio. Then it is time to switch on my computer and start work – too late for meditation.
I pondered for a while on whether I felt compelled to be so well
informed about everything that was happening.
Would I be any worse off it I was less aware of all the tensions in the
world? As a Buddhist I wish to develop
empathy, but is there a danger of overload?
I have decided to experiment by substantially reducing my
news intake. I will not listen to Today
or watch TV news programmes for the next week and see what happens. I began this morning and have to admit that I
found it a little difficult but one benefit was plenty of time for a longish
meditation with not so many things going round and round in my mind as I
sat. Maybe the vacuum will be filled by
a greater awareness of what is going on infront of me – that remains to be seen.
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